the 21st year

21st birthdays this year have not been going according to plan. they are not what i had in mind at all.

it's fascinating how people think so far ahead. like how some of my friends have been talking to me about my birthday. hello, i know you all are excited that i'm aging, but i am not.

and although it's the 19th, it's june!! NOT MARCH LOL.

of cuz, xiuyi definitely won hands down, cuz she started planning hers since last year!

while nancy pretty much excited me about it, i'm more into quiet celebrations - spending time with those who matter. (NO SURPRISES THIS YEAR PLEASE. zz i never did like surprises much.) i'm afraid i just can't bear to organise a party and feeling compelled to invite disgusting people, then having to entertain them - without any particular references to any specific persons, though. that's just so sad, isn't it? and what makes it sadder, is that both cindy and yanru will not be here. :(

even my family's quite excited that i'm turning 21. am i the only one who's not?

then again, i'm looking forward very excitedly to OTHERS' 21st. HAHAHAHAHAH. it seems only right to celebrate for everyone who matters - and even those who used to matter. being me, i've had many friends who were closest at a certain point in time, then drifted due to lack of contact.

so share with me your birthday plans! for those who are ALREADY 21, i hope you enjoyed yours. my regrets are not being able to surprise qian and xiuyi successfully. :(

oh and i guess my recent flurry of entries implies i'm not doing anything much otherwise.