You don't like the idea of having to do what others expect of you, but it's
not an ideal time to show your true feelings and rebel against the status quo.
You might believe that you can skip an activity that you prefer to avoid now,
but your withdrawal from a social obligation can create unnecessary ripples.
Save your great escape for another day; just join the festivities today and hold
up your end of the bargain.

i just skipped one. SHIT SHIT SHIT! i shld kill myself for staying up late to do up the xmas cards. :(

am i really that stingy with my time?